History of my project.
I was married to my wonderful husband on July 8th 2006. It seemed like as soon as this miracoulous occasion happened God says...O.K. Hmmm, My will be done huh?? Lets put these two in a shaker & shake um up. The next thing I knew I lost my job, lost my house, had to leave my family & move 80 miles away, could NOT find a job, and was all by my self, " so I thought"... In the beginning I was sad. I wasn't depressed, I was just being selfish. I felt like a failure. When you have all these things happen to you at once it feels like depression. But God came to the rescue... He said get up early with me with your notebook and listen. I began hearing all these titles in my Spirit. Then I realized they were chapter titles. In the beginning I would try to write in my strength and got so frustrated. Then I realized (DUH) ..I am not writing this book, The Holy Spirit is. So, I prayed and said "Lord, I am not writing one word until You inspire me. The next thing I know, I might be washing dishes or cleaning and the words were filling my mind faster than I could write them down. We didn't have the internet and I kept asking my husband if we could get it. Finally He says to me, God says when you finish the book we can get it.... well, when God says it you can't argue with it. Finally right before Christmas of 2008 I completed the book. Then as I still waited and researched info about publishing I trusted God to guide me & I found a publisher. As soon as I submitted my manuscript they accepted it. I think I screamed. The waiting process until it was realeased seemed to last forever. Then the great day came. Since it was realeased God has opened many doors to speak & minister. As I am speaking I watch the faces. Some laugh and some cry. I see the Spirit of God move in their hearts. The most important thing is the message God is trying to get into hearts. His will would be for so many to let go of the things they have carried in their hearts their entire life. If we can give it all to Him then we will have peace.
